March 2012
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I hate this so much. I was happy just a couple days ago, but now I’m not. The thing is I’m not sad or depressed or in pain. I don’t feel anything. I hardly remember what I did today, or what it felt like to hang with my friends. Since I got back from vacation, I’ve just been numb. I just want to be happy again.
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February 2012
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Omg Rachel you just made my day :)
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eyeswithpride asked: Awww <3
Anonymous asked: Hi :3
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While I was away, on vacation, having fun, a girl who’s in my grade and goes to my school died. She was only 15. I didn’t even know her, and she was in one of my classes. While I enjoyed my time, two people lost their lovely daughter. She hit a tree while she was skiing. I feel so weird about it. I didn’t know her, but a handful of my friends knew her and one of my close friends...
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For the first time in a very long time, I was genuinely happy. I forget everything and everybody. I didn’t hate myself. I wasn’t conscious. Everything was perfect. I’m so not ready to go back to school, to go back to my old friends, and to go back to hating myself and almost everybody else. I miss vacation and all the people I met so much. It just saddens me so much because once...
